Isa (kiryuutougasama) wrote,
Isa
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Again

この想いを 消してしまうには
まだ人生長いでしょ?
やり残してるコト
やり直してみたいから

夢のつづき 追いかけていたはずなのに
曲がりくねった 細い道 人につまずく

あの頃みたいにって 戻りたい訳じゃないの
無くしてきた空を 探してる
わかってくれますように
犠牲になったような 悲しい顔はやめてよ

罪の最後は涙じゃないよ
ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ
出口見えない感情迷路に
誰を待ってるの?
白いノートに綴ったように
もっと素直に吐き出したいよ
何から 逃れたいんだ
…現実ってやつ?

叶えるために 生きてるんだって
叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか?
無難になんて やってられないから
…帰る場所もないの
優しさには いつも感謝してる
だから強くなりたい (I’m on the way)
懐かしくなる
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん
Kono omoi o keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho
Yarinokoshiteru koto
Yarinaoshite mitai kara

Yume no tsuzuki oikakete ita hazu na no ni
Magarikunetta hosoi michi hito ni tsumazuku

Ano koro mitai ni tte modoritai wake ja nai no
Nakushite kita sora o sagashiteru
Wakatte kuremasu you ni
Gisei ni natta you na kanashii kao wa yamete yo

Tsumi no saigo wa namida ja nai yo
Zutto kurushiku seottekun da
Deguchi mienai kanjou meiro ni
Dare o matteru no
Shiroi nooto ni tsuzutta you ni
Motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo
Nani kara nogaretain da
Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun da tte
Sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kanshashiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I’m on the way)
Natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangeijan
I've still got a lot of years ahead of me
To just erase these feelings?
I want to go back and finish
The things that I've yet to finish

I was supposed to be chasing my ongoing dream.
Yet I falter over others while walking this thing, winding path

It's not that I want to return to those days
I'm searching for the sky that I lost.
Don't make that sad face, as if you've fallen victim
As if you want people to pity you

Tears aren't the end of your sins
You have to bear them forever, painfully
Who are you waiting for in this maze of emotions?
Where you can't even see the exit?
I want to blurt it out more honestly
Just like how i wrote it in my white notebook
What do I want to run from?
That thing called 'reality'?

I just want to scream out
"i'm only living to fullfill my wish," can you hear me?
I can't take the safe way out of everything
I don't even have a place to return to
I'm always thankful for everyone's kindness
That's why i want to be stronger(I'm on the way)
This is reminding me of the old days
This pain is alright with me
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